Spiritual awakening for me was initiated through the use of psychedelic drugs. That is not to say it would not have occurred without them, but they appeared to have unlocked facilities that lay dormant.

It can be arugued that, much like the body needs say fruit and vegetables for optimal performance, the consciousness requires certain psychoactive compounds to fully activate and harness the minds potential to access higher states of consciousness.

What has followed for me after awakening has been an exhausting, painful, exhilarating, informative ride.

I have made contact with my oversoul or higher self, this star that guides me could also be understood as god's information and light, meant directly for me.

We forget who we really are when we incarnate as a human. We are really eternal spirits of love dancing in a sea of the creators infinite love.

we incarnate to learn to love as human beings, in bodies to enjoy the amazing realms, and also to grow deeper and stronger through suffering and questioning and learning.

god builds for us a twin flame relationship, full of passionate desire, devotion and happiness, we learn how to fully appreciate this sacred union through learning to love animals, friends, family, other soulmates and finally, when our soul is ready and mature our twin flame, the divine eternal partnership.

Thus, following on,

the higher self is explained. The higher self is the starlight structures that guide your development as a soul in this universe. this is often called the guardian angel. It is the very same thing. The oversoul, in two ways, literally over head, and of course wiser and older than you, but belonging to you all at once.

The universe in a blog :)

I want to update my blog with my new, improved understanding of how the universe works.

I will try to give adequate explanations for phenomenon encountered by those how have embarked on spiritual seeking. I will strive to create a new, scientifically orientated meaning of the word "angel".

I want people who have grown in danger of becoming "militant" atheists to once again look around and see the divine, and remember it is your heart and the journey of your brother or sister you should listen to for truth.

TO begin,

There was the One. And the one, well the one was perfect. Whole, complete, an and yet beyond bliss and satisfaction in every possible way.

Then the one had a thought, a single, perfect thought. And the thought was love.

And so through a blueprint of energy grids, the One burst forth in magnificent masses of energy, radiating its intent and aim throughout infinite nothingness that had always surrounded it.

Finally, the baby of the one was prepared. The small planet, perfectly positioned to move through the webs and nets of light of the vast starry universe, was home to the ones baby, eve.

Eve held the basic property of the One, awareness. However, unlike the One, Eve did not have infinite perfect knowledge. Eve was just a filament, a few tiny atoms. From her, all the children of the One would grow to the light, as they passed through the rays from the stars, starting with the daily simple lessons in being, from the One, directly to her children.

Firstly, when we were so small, the microscope would struggle to find us, she was teaching us, at a level, we simply are. We begin with no need, no want, no sense of self. We were there all along she smiles at us, we just didn't KNOW we were there.

Secondly, when we are big and huge and roaming the earth as dinosaurs, the One tells us wisely : Now, you have desires. You try to fulfill them, often at the expense of peace, safety and security of yourself or the other beings. This is because, it is later shown, the only desire worth having, that can be wholly and completing satisfied, is the desire to be loved.

And so, in our third and second to last installment, she gives us reincarnation, many lifetimes of practicing getting the hang of what it means to be a truly love-filled blissful being.

And finally, once we have passed through her wise, ancient wisdom all contained in her star nets, we will be what the stars have been for us, Angels. But we will have what the stars do not have, Awareness of our power and of our Love.

SAM

This is to document my understanding from journeying into other dimensions over the last 8 months.

IN short, we are eternal spirits of light, incarnating for a journey through the third dimension- the dimension of the fragile vessel of the body and fleshly delights. Death is just the beginning...

Within and all around us exists multiple other dimensions, beginning with the fourth dimension, the astral plane. The astral plane is where thought manifests more quickly and directly and where we have no need to feed and water the body, except for pleasures sake. There is no decay of the vehicle of the body, and you can take the form you desire to. There are gardens and waterfalls and all the stuff that heaven is made of, shimmering with infinite beauty, more so than our dense gardens of earth and with all the tangibility. -Though there is a kind of beauty unique to the earths density: the hard work and struggle against the elements, the sweat of a working mans brow.

There are realms within the astral zone, the lower astral zone is where you visit in your vivid nightmares, it seems even in gods universe we desire the evil and exciting stuff of entities and demons. To be sure, they exist, but in such a fashion you only enter these zones guided by your spirit guides for play once safely in the higher realms. Unless of course they dunk you there for a nightmare unaided....

In the higher astral realms that which you really are becomes clearly apparent. You are a vibrating field of light, a spirit of love and intelligence that can enter the physical world at birth to take a form to be attached to if so desired, and then return to play in the fields of light.
Your spirit has a unique vibratory signature and a prominent gender. Everything is gendered in the astral realms, as it is on earth, to explore sex and relationships with one another. As is the case on many near death experiences, at death you are greeted with the loving comforting Light of this realm and your deceased loved ones as well as your twin flame, who is your gendered spiritual counterpart.

Most of the time, spirits are created to hang out on the astral plane. Often earth is the first point of call to become attached to a form and to learn gender games. After a long life on the astral plane, where time has no meaning so long can be millions of earth years, spirits usually ascend to higher dimensions of Light.

The above dimensions are exclusively of the Light. The 5th-7th dimensions are the realms from which the Higher Self exists and communicates with us and connects with us on a soul and spirit level. Beings on this level can choose to project human-like forms if it serves a purpose, but they often exist in pure geometric forms which are characteristic of this dimension. When beings on this level wish to communicate with one another, they simply blend their energy fields and consciousnesses. There is a sense of knowing the other without actually feeling as though you have become the other. Gender and sex becomes less important.

Above dimes ion 7 you and your twin flame exist as one androgynous spirit. In essence, the sensation of existence from here is one big long orgasm all the time at this high rate of vibration and fusion of spirit. At this level dimensional separation is less obvious and is distinguishable only by subtle rates of vibration. Above this exists only pure Light, you blend with your entire soul family and from then on the rest of creation, no individuation exists and all is loved as one. This is to be one with God.